Mishmash Mind

find me elsewhere but here!

2012-02-09T22:36:00.002+08:00

Social networks that contain my updates, on a daily basis.

facebook : http://www.facebook.com/teekaysaleh / Teekay Saleh
twitter : https://twitter.com/teeqxsaleh / @teeqxsaleh
tumblr : http://www.this-is-tqxslh.tumblr.com/
instagram : @teeqxsaleh
path : Teekay Saleh

yang lain tu ada tapi bukan rajin update pun.

dusty

2012-02-09T22:27:00.001+08:00

uhuk uhuk *cough* well well well, what do we have here.
I have completely forgotten that I still have you, boring blog.
sorrryyyyyyyyy

LIKE it because u believe we're AWESOME! :D

2011-04-04T22:04:00.001+08:00

This is the link ---> PocketRocketeers

This is a song rendition me and my friends made for Yuna Inspired contest.
We tried our best to come out with the right melody and the perfect way of singing the Lyrics, that had been completed by four winners earlier (the lyrics Yuna made incomplete).
I wish everyone who's seen the Video will love it and marry the LIKE button and we aaall will be happy for the rest of the year, or maybe whole life! Wheee. hehe.
This contest ends 17th April 2011 and we still have less than two weeks to vote. Tell your friends to LIKE us too! You can even post this anywhere you want and link us to any social networks, we'd be really thankful if you do so :')
Your votes are like hopes for us, it'll mean a whole lot more than eating chocolate while watching movies or getting a private airplane ride oorrr go for a cruise with you love ones. ehee.

Dont forget, Vote for us 'PocketRocketeers' ! ;D

With Love,
Teekay Saleh / @teeqxsaleh

Thank You Allah 1

2011-01-19T11:32:00.003+08:00

I asked for strength and Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong. I asked for wisdom and Allah gave me problems to solve. I asked for courage and Allah gave me obstacles to overcome. I asked for love and Allah gave me troubled people to help. I asked for favours and Allah gave me opportunities. Maybe I received nothing I wanted but I received everything I needed.

borrowed from Lina Liyana's FB status this morning.

request of a big fan

2010-11-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

im really really sorry for being hiatus for months!

i know you'v been waiting for a verryyy long post about my final semester in perak,

my grand finale presentation and etc.

but hayy will get back to you as soon as i finish putting up sequences of the listing for my upcoming posts!

alrite? alritey! thank you for your patience darling :)

now that i know

2010-11-01T00:19:00.001+08:00

hey! couldnt believe u can move on THIS fast. well anyways, good for you :)
now that im all set to myself, i can enjoy every moment of it with other people pulak lah kan.
thank you, bcs for once, u r being so helpful.

i'd love to catch u again looking happy next time around ;) c yah!

im always wrong but you're never right

2010-10-30T04:46:00.000+08:00

sorry, this is not for us. see u again in the future :)

wonderful words

2010-09-26T20:00:00.001+08:00

i praise Allah for sending me you, my love.
you found me home and sail with me,
and im here with you,
now let me let you know..
you`ve opened my heart,
i was always thinking that love was wrong,
but everything was changed when you came along.

and theres a couple of words i want to say...

for the rest of my life,
i`ll be with you,
i`ll stay by your side, honest and true,
till the end of my time,
i`ll be loving you..loving you..
for the rest of my life,
through days and nights,
i`ll thank Allah for opening my eyes,
now and forever i...i`ll be there for you..

i know it deep in my heart..

i feel so blessed when i think of you,
and i ask Allah to bless all we do,
you`re my wife and my friend and my strength
and i pray we`re together in Jannah,
only now i find myself i feel so strong,
yes everything has changed when you came along,

and theres a couple of words i want to say..

for the rest of my life,
i`ll be with you,
i`ll stay by your side, honest and true,
till the end of my time,
i`ll be loving you..loving you..
for the rest of my life,
through days and nights,
i`ll thank Allah for opening my eyes,
now and forever i...i`ll be there for you..

i know that deep in my heart..

now that you`re here in front of me,
i strongly feel love..
and i have no doubt,
and i`m singing loud,
that i will love you eternally..

i know it deep in my heart.............

Song by : Maher Zain - For The Rest Of My Life <3

by now most of you Muslims would've heard of this young charming man,
who creates beautiful lyrics, sing wonderful songs, praises Allah..
and just simply captures my heart ;)
girls like me, would die for a guy like him. kaaaaan you girls? hehe.
oh and btw, the long awaited and much anticipated live performance of Maher Zain in Malaysia will be held in Shah Alam October 15th 8:00-11:00 pm at the MBSA Auditorium.
hooraaayy for the fans :) Dini bought a ticket already!
God im jealous of her, got to see my dream guy up close and personal! sangaaatttt. haha
u go Maherzain's-fanatic-fan-girl!

i wanted you to be my friend till im old and cranky

2010-09-06T05:39:00.002+08:00

=')

diamond in a haystack

2010-09-06T03:42:00.001+08:00

it means that its almost impossible to find and when you find it its almost impossible to give it up.
the diamond is of sheer brilliance among the hay, which is of no value at all and this makes it even harder to gave up.

thats the first time i'v ever heard of that 'peribahasa' and it manages to stun me.
im starting to love that line. because its impossible to simply use it ;)

writing more.

2010-09-05T23:07:00.001+08:00

i never felt so alone,
especially when the room is empty.
no one to talk to.
no one to hear me out.
no one would understand.
because they'd only put the blame on me.

im writing more, because i feel sad.
this is sad. so sad. too sad. sad!

feels like a friend just died.

2010-09-05T23:05:00.001+08:00

no specific emoticons would picture of what i'v been thru, of what i feel now.

i cried, like hell.
why is it me? the one that has to ended up choosing?
why doesnt this happen to someone else?
this is a burden. a huge gigantic enormous burden, to me.

adding something to 'feeling oblivion' =,)

2010-09-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

i somehow get this feeling that,
'it' will happen someday.
but im somewhat afraid that,
that feeling might go away.
that, that feeling will go astray.
and that, that feeling are only real,
only when i think it may.

i always thought that it is one of the most
amazing feelings i'v ever had,
i was hoping that it will last,
but something else is not letting me to,
something else that wont let me do,

if i were to call 'this' as something,
its something i named 'sacrifice',
and i hope it wont led to waste,
because i know i might face,
regret many regrets and feeling disgrace,
u wanna know why disgrace?
because i made u feel the same way too,
yet u had to make the same sacrifice, like i do.

when u saw me feeling happy someday,
dont fret, dont feel sad,
perhaps u'll be happier than i may.

and i believe, when my time comes,
your time will come too,
thats when u know what i did was only
to make both of us, be happy.
though we couldnt be happy with each other,
but please be happy for one another.

if, just if, one day i found myself alone,
and you're happy living your life, dont frown,
dont turn back, look forward, u know u deserve a better one.
because maybe, i'll be happy soon just like you are,
its just a matter of time, that'll take me there.

but if things get real,
promise to take me somewhere else.

by the time fear takes me over,
will we still be rolling,
and feeling oblivion?

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because you called me AWESOME :)))

2010-09-01T06:51:00.001+08:00

gooooooddd morning sunshine.
say hello to the world,
and let it be another day of joy!

awesome have always been my favourite word (hayley williams sukaaa ckp awesome! because shes awesome tooooooo), and you'v made it more, "favouritier" for me! hahaha

an awesome photo of hayley! favourite of mine <333

Lets learn literature!

2010-08-31T17:02:00.006+08:00

Theres just something about you, i think you're one of the most colourful person if not the most that i've ever met and will ever meet. and im not talking about clothes :)

- anonymous man

Another way (by words) of complimenting a woman, ayh anonymous man? Good job! From now on, i'v come to conclusion thattt......

i like literature (well if you call the above phrase so, because from my point of view literature is actually something that requires your mind to think beyond ordinary thinking -of normal/direct sentences, because this phrase is definitely not direct at all kan?)!

It kills somehow, to understand whats the real meaning. But theres always something beautiful about it (literature). alaa just like the Sonnet-18, simply beautiful isnt it? But there were rumours saying that Sonnet-18 is made for a guy, Shakespeare tu GHAAAYYYYY??

random, but awesome.

2010-08-30T17:03:00.000+08:00

and i smile a lot now,
well im happier somehow.
no i dont know what is up with me,
i laugh too much recently.

despite all the workdloads i need to face at the moment,
at least i know im still, indeed, ha-ha-happy ;)

and making pictures, of WHERE THE LINES OVERLAP!

2010-08-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

finally! finally finally finally!!!
a wish came true. well not exactly but almost! ALMOST!
this is what i'v been waiting for since 5years back.PARAMORE LIVE IN MALAYSIA! my home-country, people!!!
and im not gonna miss this golden opportunity to watch MY FAVOURITE BAND, can u imagine A SMALL ORANGE-HAIRED GODDESS JUMPING AROUND in front of my eyes? and this time i swear im gonna get the standing pit ticx, wooohhoooo!!

thank you a bunch to Parawhore facebook fanpage for Malaysians and
THANK YOU PARAMORE for making this happen (will)!

designer's stool (katanyaa)

2010-08-26T16:32:00.001+08:00

i spent the whole night trying to produce a furniture design board, trying to elaborate in words of what i already designed. believe me, im a last minute person. i dont do good in designs, whenever i feel like putting more effort to it, i ended up doing the most important thing to submit tu last minute jugak. although earlier dah ada other informations and things to put up in the board, somehow smua yg nk letak tu kne squeeze in and rejected, jadi tinggal sikit haa.
what you might see below is the designer's stool board that took me around 6 hours to finish (along with some distractions or shall i say with no full concentration lah senang. haha)

oh and the 3D and vray rendering, was designed and constructed within 2 hours, later after my earlier glossy-printed-board been commented by my furniture design lecturer Mr.Nizam "please put 3D and take off other unnecessary sketches" haha damn, hilang RM10 mcm tuu je, dah la kne print baru lagi, hish. but thats okay, thats what we design students have to face, lack of time lack of money, thats the life. our life :)

boleh lagi cepat je sebenarnye bwt 3d tu tp badan dh lemau time tu x tidur more than 24hours so, yeah, slowww.

Its Not A Dream Anymore, WHOAH WHOOAAH.

2010-08-25T04:29:00.003+08:00

This is one of the most historical moment of my life

and i'd do anything to experience it again! <333

Everdearest Paramore, perhaps 07 / 03 / 2010 was just another ordinary tour concert of yours but that date had officially marked as the undeniably awesome-st night of our lives.
Be a darling and come again to South East Asia soon because we'll be there! Promise :')

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Adbh Nrdn -one happy & very pretty junior :)

2010-08-25T04:05:00.001+08:00

I just realized she put up my name in one of her many many cute, funny and cool post called Random (Monday, June 14, 2010). and theres this another one about ID Day Garisan where she uploaded my disastrous-performance-photos towards the end of her post, you know since im the closing act. I looked fat and horrible! But i love it, at least there're memories of when i drove 3hours rushing from KL in my internship sem just to be part of the always-been-awesome festival of every semester, no ID student would want to miss not even 1 ID day, knnn? hehe. Dib, awak comel la buat mcm itu. I feel honoured. Thank you ;)

Heres to you budak gila! :p

mom and dad says i deserve it :)

2010-06-14T00:30:00.002+08:00

YES finally! alhamdulillah, thank you Allah!

now, the only thing that i need to worry about is my final sem, which is going to be harsh and super duper hard, trust me!
but hey, Allah will always help us in anything rite? So if u r reading this, perhaps a prayer for my final sem to be just fine and a wish gud luck so that i can do GREAT would be very much appreciated :) thank you! hehe

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dear U, why are you doing this to us?

2010-06-12T04:37:00.001+08:00

"Harap Maaf!!
Pangkalan data sistem pelajar sedang dikemaskini..
Sila semak semula pada hari Isnin, 14hb Jun 2010."

do you know what almost killed me these past couple of days? having to spend a lot of my precious time wasted on refreshing and resigning YOUR website as well as restarting my internet and lappy more than 3times a day (although im pretty sure my internet connection is just fine and my lappy performs well enough), knowing that after i'v come this far, i can only check my result 5days AFTER the result due date!
this is a complete torture! 'Universiti bertaraf global' shall not spoil your reputation! this kind of disappointment shouldnt occurred especially not to those rebellious students, should it? So, fix your database or just please upgrade your server because as far as im concern, it $ucks during peak season!

yours truthfully,
your not-the-only-one very

angry and depressed student.

formerly by Frank Sinatra

2010-06-05T03:00:00.002+08:00

i supposed i enjoy listening to jazz songs, or even traditional pop.
so soothing, so romantic, such a lullaby.

and this charming guy over here, captivated me.
from my point of view, Sinatra sang the song perfectly but Buble did better. brilliant singing!
Michael Buble kept me mesmerized, and fantasizing of how romantic a guy could be.
the voice the face the style of singing and how goofy and cute he'd act whenever he performs on stage or elsewhere are so irresistible.

im advising you to save ur 5minutes to look and listen to this.
you'll love it as much as i do too, enough said.

MICHAEL BUBLE - COME FLY WITH ME <3

//Buble, im officially your biggest fan!

haraf maaf

2010-05-11T02:28:00.000+08:00

saya sakit sakit badan. masih belum hilang akibat mandi pantai dan swimming pool 3jam tanpa henti menemani anak anak buah (dan untuk kepuasan diri sendiri) tiap pagi dan petang selama dua hari berturut turut ketika bercuti di PD. sakit lebih ditambahkan lg oleh ; dua kali berturut turut naik slider yang membuat muscle pain memlampau lampau sebab terpaksa hold on to your life masa naik bendealah tu sebab takut tercampak dalam air laut yang akan mengakibatkan lain lain kecederaan. guess what? pegi PD buat saya turun 1.5kg...0_o...impressive! percaya atau tidak, itu kebenaran, akan tetapi target saya masih lg nk turun another 4kgs. wajib untuk saya!
tapi apa yang saya kurang gembira ialah apabila muka kelihatan gelap oleh sun burn dan kering dan sedikit merekah di bahagian hidung. nasib baik ada nutri-rich-oil yang mama dah lama sarankan untuk moisturizer muka. dah lama rasanya saya tidak berjinak jinak dlm bidang sukan. hahah sukan air ke tu kalau org lain yang tarik kita tapi kita duduk atas bendealah macam pelampung yang boleh muat 3 org lepas itu melambung lambung bila terkena ombak air laut yg dibentuk oleh bot lepas itu bot itu pun memusingkan arah perjalanannya menjadi 360 mengakibatkan slider kami sliding 360 so scary dan buat pening pening lalat dan nervous dan cuak sikit tapi rasa adrenaline nye, fuuuuh, nak naik lagi. itu sebab naik dua kali terus, tiba tiba bagun esok pagi badan rasa macam baru lepas bergaduh dengan beruang setinggi 7 kaki. okeh maaf, saya sudah mula merepek. ok next entry saya akan cuba upload lebih banyak gambar memandangkan jam menunjukkan pukul 2.24am dan saya harus tidur.
tetapi untuk tidak menghampakan kalian, saya upload la satu gambar percutian ini, agar kalian mendapat gambaran apa bendealah yangg saya dan adik dan kakak2 dan abg2 naik sewaktu di pantai PD yg mengakibatkan kami adik bradik sakit badan selama 2 hari and still counting. haha

nah ini lah dia~

until then,selamat menunggu dan selamat malam/pagi~

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my weekend

2010-05-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

hey blog,
i will update u soon after i came back from my family vacation alrite?
love yah :D

Khaliff Yusuf the 6th grandson

2010-05-05T14:16:00.001+08:00

a birthday party was held on May 1st at mak-abah's place during the weekend. we literally make a combo birthdays of this cute little boy who had just turned 1yr/o. and his grandmother, which is in specific, my mom, who turned 61 the day before. Khaliff's b'day was supposed to be on March but the baby's parents postponed to a date where everyones available. yes, everyone.

the whole family gathered, yay. along with some relatives and a few of the baby's parents' friends.

i seem to find a peaceful mind when the whole family is in one roof, though the kids are always hectic and too much of a trouble. haha

we didnt plan on to wear red but that color seemed to be the theme already. a coincident, i might add. guess our chemistry really are undeniably strong :D

and i love the fact that we family females put on hijjab most of the time!

got some random photos i took from abg long's facebook. he is the only one with an awesome DSLR, makes everyone depending on him during family events. ngeheh. i somehow ended up being the co-photographer. just 'co'. siapa laa nk hadiahkan a canon of my own. hihihi, so dream dream dream..

tgk tu, mak ngah sgt~ (mmg makngah pun haha)

maa's new birthdaygift-handba. woweee merah jgk!

sooo the vogue la u nnt maa~

yg ni Aiman Khallif and his mom (my eldest sister).

both babies share a same name with a slightly different spelling

and born in the same yr (basically aiman is a week younger)

but they totally were given birth by different mothers. haha

khayyum, tak habes2 krete.

aiesyah and khayyum dok mnghabiskan battery i-phone org.

ayah si Khaliff (abg saya la kn) yg boroi hahah :P

angah and her two&only daughters.

now heres the birthday boy!

KHALIFF YUSUF <3

at the end of the day, smua happyyyy yay! (tiada dlm gmbar, abg fudeyn & his wife kaksue. dh blk dulu pulak)

wish list

2010-04-22T23:23:00.001+08:00

Iphone literally sounds impossbile for a birthday gift but i really crave for thheeesssseeeee :

awesome PARAMORE shirts

and 'oh so hayley' hoodie.

or this supra skytop funk footwear

look at the colour, man im drowned!

but what i really hoped to get for my 21st birthday is :

this DELL studio xps core i7 desktop. its for the sake of my final semester. this is very very important. speed and high performance. at least i dont have to worry anymore abt getting my 3Ds rendered in no time or loosing my CAD drawings from the jammed laptop each time i overdo some lines. frankly, my future is more important. shirts can be bought anytime (maybe after some savings) but good grades? it takes 3 years to reach there...

but saaay, if. IF. i really get an Iphone (hahahah a girl can only dream), i'd buy this one as a treat for myself. klu xdpt Iphone, xda gune la melaram baju (casing die tu) tanpa badan (iphone laa) kn? hehe

anyways, Happy twenty - 1st Birthday to you Noor 'Atiqah Binti Saleh. May Allah bless you, and grant your every wish. instead of saying i love you, im just going to say, I LOVE MYSELF! :D

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screen captured the tense

2010-04-16T15:01:00.000+08:00

if u think u'r smart by using my fren's fb acc to assult me out of the blue, so i cant identify you or something...
well sorry dear, i screen captured your cruel comments is waaay smarter..
just so u know, u r messing with the wrong girl. now karma will hunt u back soon, B.A.B.E~

let me continue your very last post (only because i stopped replying those uneasy comments of yours, klu x mmg menyambung2 lg la kau agknye)

>> "babe,u just under my shadow. and u are not qualified enuf to walk behind, or in front of me., u just can be under my shadow. dont be so snob with ur dean, i dont even care about it, because u are still in DIPLOMA level babe..

and the pathetic thing is u are still in PERAK.haha."

what is a mood bulding anyway? and what is there for me to be jealous of? i wont get anything in return pun.. perhaps, u were the one who had always been jealous-ing of me and MY WORKS agknye..

read my lips - nobodys perfect. i am nobody.- haha to you!

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a bestfriend in need is a bestfriend indeed

2010-04-02T09:47:00.002+08:00

things that once happened to me, happens to you, but with a different kind of settings..its like it came to me first, and u later, haha ayh? mate, tell u what, this is life, this is the challenge of growing up, old and maturer. i mean maturer, not old (because we are young we are free, looking all uber flawlessly beautiful <--gaaah dan dan je haha).

oh well, if things arent as wut u hoped it wud be by now, then its not urs to begin or to end with.. sooner or later this wont matter anymore, u'll get over it ;). in fact it'll be a lesson to u, i dont know wut kind and in wut way but u might discover it urself one day (ok, im helping u to chill abit here! dont get me wrong. haha)

*09122006.lina's 16th birthday.secret recipe alamanda.

anyways bish, thank you for calling me when u needed a neutral friend to talk to, i felt like important once again, after being super busy for super long and TERdrifted away from everyone including my very own bestfriend.. hahaha. have i told u i missed u, and Dahlia too? ohh how i wish i can turn back to the time when we'r all like cakes, a piece of u and her makes a bunch of me, happy or whatnot, we were completing each other :')

p/s: i almost shed my tears when i laid my eyes on this photo, its been a while..a long and cold while for the three of us...ily bish <3

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what do u expect?

2010-03-31T13:29:00.002+08:00

Astrology - Today's Taurus Horoscope
by facebook

Many expectations are put on you now, but you should treat this day like any other.

Mood:Stressed

__________________________________________________________

im only an intern, treat me like one.
i dont really know what to ask. lead me!
*end

ohh and to YOU, stop adding up stories, and ended up making me the one to blame. whats the point of making me look worse and you look innocent? need the attention? go ahead, go get it! why do i need to take it away from u afterall its ALLL YOUURRSSS now?
*end

p/s: well, dont worry, i might as well upload some Paramore concert photos for the next post, just to cheer things a bit. okeh? ;)

JayBee (i found this post in my draft)

2010-03-30T17:35:00.001+08:00

this post was unable to publish.
and i decided to republish it. just for the sake of, updates.
mind the date, it was supposed to be posted early March. hah!

*****

its Saturday, 6th of March and i am currently in J.B (Johor Bharu) staying in The Zone Regency Hotel for 3days 2nights with Abg Fudeyn, his wife Kak Sue and my lil sis Syaf. Fudeyn got a Proton R&D (Research & Development) Engineering Booth to handle in this event hosted by Proton with collaboration of Hitz.Fm radio station at Danga Bay. Tomorrow will be our 'another MAIN purpose' of coming to JB. i'll update to u later ;)

BTW, we went to several places with Kak Sue's bestfriend too today, apart from going to the event itself :)
will update the photos later. internet slow la, lmbt sgt upload gmba.

A couple of photos yg dpt load to the blog. haish..

choosing loose furniture

2010-03-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

I went to one (of all, along the road) furniture showroom at Jalan Universiti Petaling Jaya

with my Boss this evening. Boss brought me to VIANI Mobili International to choose some

loose furniture for the current project of Semi-D Showhouse.

The place is nice! Modern and very spacious,

eventhough theres a lot of furniture being displayed.

Right at that very moment, i'v decided that im in loooove with pearlwhite :)

issnt this cute? hehe, my fav ;)

a compulsory shot, and ofcourse this is cuter! :D:D

dugaan Tuhan 1

2010-03-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

- optimism is extremely powerful, so, flash your smile when you feel at your lowest.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusan dan dugaan yang Kau berikan kepadaku ini dan yang mendatang kelak, Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya, aku hambaMu yang terlalu lemah dan alpa. Tiada yang maha berkuasa selainMu, Ya Allah. Dan kepadaMu ku sentiasa berserah...

Spot the 3D differences

2010-03-13T02:33:00.004+08:00

when designers (interior and graphic) turn things to WALLAAA!

my recently submitted project at the firm.

Petaling Garden Service Counter

Lobby - Service Counters + Waiting Area

Meeting Room + Credit Payment Room + Model Display Area

so, tell me, what do you think? :)

we're almost there

2010-03-12T00:05:00.001+08:00

after picking up the booked tickets from SISTIC counter,

infront of Singapore Indoor Stadium and inside abg's car :)

the undeniably magnificent PARAMORE!

2010-03-08T23:59:00.001+08:00

a remarkably significant experience i might as well never forget.

to Paramore, with immeasurable love.

i produced my first 3D

2010-03-08T18:10:00.004+08:00

Attic Bathroom.

Mr. Leow's Bungalow.

3D photos is very important to visualize design to the client nowadays,

its one of the skills i'v been learning to improve while being an intern

in Interior Architecture firm that goes by the name A & I Network.

i made this

2010-03-04T02:58:00.002+08:00

what do you think about.. me dressing up like this?

haha no. thats definitely not me. i came across this Fashion site i recently knew from a blog and browse through, then i found out about putting up together your own style to the current fashion by using the H&M Fashion Studio. It practically did the modeling for me, i just pick and match on what look im suitable of :)

u can DIY too!

a healthy activity for a fine weekend :)

2010-03-02T17:50:00.006+08:00

frankly speaking, at this very moment, SKYTREX has moved up to the top of my-favourite-activities-during-weekends-and-holidays list. yay!

y so? i may not jot down the reasons because you shall figure out yourself about this awesome place! just click SKYTREX then you're about to find out y i was and still am in love with the place!

for those who loves nature or practically a WWF fan / follower orrrr a very adventurous person, i strongly believe that you'll love this place as much as i do. perhaps more :)

where? everythings on the link i enclosed above! the website is jam-packed with all the inquiries you might think of.

as for now, let me give u a rough idea about it.

photos below describe how much we enjoyed our time climbing up the trees and flying in the air shifting from one deck to another. fyi, we went on the BIG THRILL challenge for our get-together-with-the-girls over the last weekend :))

Saturday, February 27th, 2010.

10.00am - 12.30pm, Skytrex junggle.

1.00pm - 2.30pm, KFC Seksyen 7 Shah Alam.

buckled it up? r u sure? wait let me check!

that zigzac is sooo scary to cross!

Anis landed on the deck after the 'fly' :D

Anis was waiting for Put to finish her 7th challenge.

Put catwalking, Tiku and Dy waiting turns.

Kyrie, doing the Tarzan Challenge and this 'GAYAT' girl

that kept on 'TERGOLEK', made it to the next round! wohoo!

woopss =B

Tiku pun byk tergolek on this part of challenge. hehe

Teekay, Anis, Tiku.

- on 1 above-thetrees-deck. a maximum of 3 people per deck.

wheee!! thats me, flying the *i lost count* time.

flying fox Big Thrill mmg byk. tu sbb its fun! :D

ok gmba ni kne besa ckit. hehehe

Tiku, Kak Ain, Put, Teekay, Dy, Anis, Kyrie.

muke penat dlm happy. kan kan korg? :D:D

KFC seksyen7, Shah Alam. Lunch. LAPAAA hee ^_^

walking towards our transportation.

their sexy baack. auww!

the ~~circle~~ oval of friends. hehe

friend~~star~~ship. ily guys. lets do it again wohoo!

the camera memory card corrupted when i was about to transfer the photos to my laptop that evening. i almost cried. but i cool myself off.

i texted Kak Ain and asked what shud i be doing to get the photos back! Kak Ain told me a memory recover software would help, but i dont have that, yet, then i asked my brother since i remembered he had once recovered the files in my laptop when it was almost killed by laptop viruses. Abg said he'd help and try his best but he cant promise to get me the whole photos that'd been lost.

Soon, he managed to get 80% of the photos back, yay!

but apparently most of them are the ones that'd already been copied. not the ones i captured recently. i was even more devastated *because i hoped too much :(. all the thrilling videos i recorded are permanently gone :(( crrrryyyyyy!!!

but hey, at least i still got these photos above :) and im thankful for the pieces that were managed to recovered. thanks Abg, u made the end of my weekend!

i was rather happy having fun with u girls though :)

please let me win =|

2010-02-25T00:15:00.001+08:00

please let it be my luck this time.
i noticed i barely got lucky. seldomly.
everyone needs it. and tomorrow i need that too, baaadly!

dear GOD, i hope my tomorrow's-wish would be granted with superluck!
pretty pleeaaase? :[[

why does it feel sooo right when its wrong?

SHE ANSWERED ALL 3 RIGHTS!

2010-02-23T23:17:00.001+08:00

click to enlarge image

YOU SEE, 1.77secs? I NEED TO BEAT HER SCORE-TIME!!

mood swings

2010-02-23T23:11:00.001+08:00

this menstrual thing im having for this month is really pissing me off.
after the horrible period pain i had yesterday slowly calms down,
another situation came out!
i never really this emotional when im having them
and i can normally control my feelings just fine.
today i realized that i am not at my best behavior, not even less than worse, probably the worst in the history of teekay's-menstrual-day!

made the colleagues and dear-darling kept asking me on an on whether im okay.
despite all the "im alright la" or "hmm? ok je" they can actually tell my face expression
and voice tone that im not. the only thing im good at today is just, crinkle my foreheads looking all angry and upset. i dont even communicate friendlily while answering ppl's question.
thats sooo mean of me, but most of the time today, my hands kept shaking and my brain felt like its gonna explode straightaway when i want to react to something or someone, what am i supposed to do? i can control thattt!

perhaps the only thing that can amend this bad baaad behavior is the paramore live in singapore tickets fly fms having.. wish wish..

p/s: i managed to speak 'bye' with a cute smile to the officemates before head out from the office though.. :)

i was on radio

2010-02-22T12:57:00.004+08:00

for the 1st time!
well not really 'on' radio, but i got a call from hunny madu.
for the PARAMORE live in Singapore contest!
im the 1st contestant hunny madu called for the contest!!!

i was a bit bored of the period pain im having earlier,
so i decided to listen to the radio since i know Fly fm is having a contest
of free tickets to watch myfav band of all time in S'pore, on this 7th of March.
if u were listening to Fly fm 12.35pm sharp, u'd listen to how excited i was when i got the call. and felt like, matsaleh for a moment when i speak quite fluently on the radio. hahhahaha

heres the result!

click image to enlarge

im not lucky enough :(
unfortunately i only got 1 mashed up songs right.
the other two was totally wrong. it was because, paramore had most of the songs in the same range of music, almost the same chorus and style of singing so basically it was kinda hard to figure out what the 3 songs are! its ok, my sister is trying out too, i hope she gets the tickets! because if she does, we both are going to the concert together!!!!! aaaaaarrrhhh!

p/s: im not really a concert or a crowd person, but when it comes to Paramore, i'd do anything to see them live and have them here! i'd do anything to be the number 1 fan in malaysia!

period pain!

2010-02-22T12:22:00.003+08:00

reminder, this only occur to females, whos having their period.
sometimes it happens to me, sometimes i passed without any terrible pain,
i was awaken by the pain this morning at 6.50am. and there i was sweating like i didnt switched on the fan that night. the fan was running on number 4, my room wasnt that big either, so basically number 4 is, cooler than cool!
i spin around on the bed and moved alot, finding a sleeping style that might comfort me for awhile.
nothing! nothings working. i felt like squeezing-hard and take my lower stomach out instantly!

and here i am, at home, alone, couldnt find the strength to attend monday at the office.

as i woke up again at 9.20am after kept on awaking every 10 minutes,
i put on my fullest energy to heat some water.
mom says, hot drinks can always relieve the period pain.

then i drank the plain hot water. half and hour later,
leganya skrg! at least lega sikit and i can make breakfast,
to gain some energy and blood because all i can see in the mirror is my lips turning pale!

papers make origami of art.

2010-02-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

Yulia Brodskaya loves typography, paper, and highly detailed hand-made craft objects. She has swiftly earned an international reputation for her innovative paper illustrations and continues to create beautifully detailed paper designs for clients all around the world. She totally has gifted fine hands :)
Some talents that i proudly respect!

Here, i include some of her papergraphy artwork that might pop your eyes out or just maybe put ur mouth on 'wow' position without even saying the 'wow' :

my fav!

awh how i wish i can have these beautiful origami all over my room walls :)

got paper? got art!

V day

2010-02-19T01:46:00.001+08:00

'Atiqah dan Syafiqah

i drove (with Maa, Angah & her daughters) from our kampung in Banting to

the KLIA to fetch my baby sister, upon her arrival at 9.30pm from Sabah

after 2-joyful-weeks of her after-spm-holiday with 2 of her bestfriends :)

and drove back to our home in Putrajaya.

(cara ckp mcm xpenah drive jaoh. pdhal penah drove 12hrs to Kelantan!)

i dont celebrate valentine's day, Muslims arent supposed to, anyways,

yet i had a great weekend spending time at kampung after quite a while.

cousins dh rindu2, unfortunately Syaf xdpt join since she was still in Sabah earlier that SUNday ;)

ohh and saya naik motorcycle cousin saya! saya pembonceng je,
Mirs tukang bawa jalan2 petang tu :)
thanx Mirs, its been, ages since i last sip the kampung's air!
sipping? riiiiiiiiite. haha

oh u r sooo adorable!

2010-02-12T20:00:00.003+08:00

Lyrics | Michael Buble Lyrics | Haven't Met You Yet Lyrics

things started to get a little bit hectic here

2010-02-09T02:43:00.000+08:00

at the office ofcourse.
i came in quite late today. at 9.35am. it was entirely not my fault tho.
not that i blame kak jeha for taking a long time to get ready to hit our offices,
but she's taking 15minutes away of my 'normal timing' arriving at MY office.

boss was pretty upset. i had drawings and 3D design submission to be done by lunch hour.
and there were still 20% left untouched since last friday.

i tried to continue doing the 3D at home in my laptop, but the application kept lagging and jammed the 3D to 'not responding' condition. i tried and tried restarting the computer and the application itself but it wont work, the file was too big for my laptop to run *i seriously need a new PC for sem 6 --antara hidup dan mati ni. heheh*. then, i quit. i decided to wait til monday and continue later at the office.

but then there my boss goes, nagging abt how bad my design was, how complicated it looks.
but somehow i only did it base on the client's design specification. apparently, boss prefers 'modern and MINIMALIST' for his design which makes him practically rejecting my design for the GERMAN guy's house. i had to reprint the drawing that boss amended this morning not long after he saw me coming into the office, and i had to finish up the master bedroom 3D right after that. and he changed things some more, and more and...the story of me, rushing and being nagged by boss goes on till 2.15pm. thats when he had to start his car engine to go meet the client. all by himself. thank god!
unfortunately, i missed the McD lunch with the other officemates yet i had lunch with other 2 colleagues that had to settle things for me. thank you guys!

at the end of the day, boss came back from the meeting and said "ok tiqah.. Thomas ckp die suka dh dgn ur design..die x tuka byk..nnt u tgk comment kt 3D td eh.. patu, die mntk besakn sikit je size pintu..die btol2 suka entrance lobby yg aku dgn man ubah ckit tu..so far everythings ok.. cuma, aku nk kau simple kan lg la design tu..bg save cost ckit.."

ada CUMA jgk tu.. hahaha y not byk cost? the GERMAN guy named Thomas is a businessman for god sake. where else could he be spending his money? y not on the house? huhuh. never mind.
this is ups and downs of the working life after all. cant be blame. at all.

despite all that, i'd like to say good bye to the hectic day, i hope for a better day tomorrow ;)

terlepas :|

2010-02-07T19:43:00.001+08:00

disebabkan tidur lambat mlm td, sy terlepas pegi subuh kt surau presint8 mcm biase. tp sempat bangun around 6.45am. nseb baik abah x ungkit lps die balik dr breakfast pg td. hehe. sorry abah mak, next weekend k tiqah teman? ;)

where have all my photos gone?

2010-02-07T03:06:00.000+08:00

regarding the matter above (cey, mcm buat essay! teringat SPM dulu hehe),
i find myself too lazy to post some photos abt the current activity that i'v been doing.
haiya, being lazy again aa?
ok nemind nemind, lets see tomorrow if i can tackle a little of my time
to spend on the blog and post photos of the firm, where i headed every weekday mornings.
alright? alright then. time to get some sleep.
lg 3 jam kne gi subuh kt surau p8 mcm biasa ;)
good night world!

1st time in the history of (my)internship.

2010-02-06T15:57:00.002+08:00

my boss called!
it was arnd 4.45pm friday the 5th of Feb.
the admin kakak said boss had never asked for the intern whenever he called from his meeting or his outdoor stuff on officehour.

the conversation:

kakak admin : teekay!..boss call. cni cpt.
me : huh? boss call? teekay ke?
everyone 1 : boss nk ckp dgn kau?
everyone 2 : wuish boss call teekay la.
everyone 3 : haaa abesla kau..

along with the laughs of the gila-gila officemates.

me : (while walking towards kakak admin)..serious ke kak?
kakak admin : ye la, bwtpe akak nk tipu..heyy cpt! (whispering)

i picked up the phone.

me : hello?
boss : ha tiqah, you tgh bwt ape skrg?
me : erm.. OUG bungalow punya 3D.
boss : owh k, dh smpai mne dh? ground floor dh siap smua?
me : (alamak!) im still working on it, tngal maid's room, guest toilet and the studyroom.
boss: ala yg maid's dgn toilet tu nnt dlu.. xya bwt. studyroom tu pun nnt i discuss blk dgn Thomas, let him decide sndiri.
me : owhh ok. but my wallfinishes x siap lg la boss. the feature walls and.. a little bit more laa.
boss : thing is, i need u to start with the upper floor. u dh naikkan wall?
me : wall je dh, blom start with the design. if its urgent i can start by now.
(tgk jam kt tgn, God, dh nk pkul 5, dh nk blk)
boss : Thomas wants to meet me on monday, so i shud be ready with a few designed spaces.
me : owhhhh...(cuak)
boss : tell u what.. u stop dlu ground floor, start tingkat atas especially master bedroom and guest rooms yg balinese ngn modern style tu eh..
me : ha alright.. the rest? library and his children's room?
boss : put that on hold dlu, tu x pnting sgt. sng pun kn..
me : haha. hmm ok. no problem.
boss : so, ok. start now eh.. bole x?
me : yeah yeah sure. i'll try my best to put up something before monday.
boss : klu kne bwk blk rmh pn, u bole bwt ehh.. u xdahal kannn? this is ur 'baby' kann..
me : haha.. hmm insyaallah.
boss : ok.. see you monday..
me : ok boss, have a nice weekend.
boss : ok bye.

conversation ended.

unfortunately, boss x reply blk "u too" for the nice weekend. hahaha that IS something..
and my seniors are too laaaazy to help. so i had to do everything by myself. ohwell...interns..

p/s: 'baby' (that boss mentioned) means my 1st individual project which i'll be handling myself but by the help of my senior (which was quite of a 'not helping at all' thing)

not anymore

2010-02-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

i used to get dean's lists. thats the luck of my 1st yr studying.
perhaps they're the 'encouragement-gift' from God. thank you Allah.
apparently i dont get them anymore.
despite all the ups and downs i had in my university-life,
i will strive again. thats a promise not just to God and to my parents or friends,
yet most importantly to myself.

i shall get some sleep now. the ruthless babe is gonna break a leg again tomorrow ;)

see yaaah world!

start over

2010-02-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

according to the tittle i straightly typed in after i clicked on 'new post',
i'd like to start blogging again.
previous entrees of mine were sort of --typically empty,
so im starting over.

i am currently in semester 5, i cannot run from the word 'busy' oorrr 'lazy'
but as far as im concern, i'v never been happier!
yes, working (as in, doing the job that i'd probably be doing in another 3yrs from now)
has been alot easier and more fun.

internship is like the foundation of being the real labour ;)
and im loving every second of it!

apparently, i miss my crazy-arsed-studiomates already...

i'll get back to u after isya' prayer ok? terraa!

thank you for being so understanding

2009-11-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

Math is easy; design is hard.

— Jeffrey Veen

part 2 of 2nd year, Diploma in Interior Architecture

2009-11-05T14:25:00.010+08:00

ok now, im spreading you a bit of my design work during this semester.
just to cheer u up a bit since i'v been away too long ;)
and also to let u kno, i tried so hard to do well on ID,
nk dpt 1st upper and scholar to futher my studies abroad.
though im a bit lazy on doing designs lately
(nak termuntah pun ada kdg2 tu) nk jugak continue ID.
xnk smbung lama2 sgt ^_^
erk? i just realized, im using too many 'a bit' atas ni. hahaha

here we go, click the photo to get a better preview, in another tab. hee.

1st project ; Munchy's Gallery Design.

first stage, is the story board, where i had to sketch and explain
my designs and traffic flows, in the gallery.

manual renderings on the technical drawings. last minute renderings, comot, comot sgt!

5 perspective views and a design of the gallery display furniture(bottom right)

2nd project ; MODISH Boutique Hotel Design. (For Munchy's company)

layouts of ground, 1st and 2nd floors. 3rd floor mls nk tnjuk =\

this is the rear elevation, x nmpk mcm hotel pun, comot! haha

5 perspective views,
will add more to double up the amount, for review day 12thNov.

ok view dkt ckit utk bilik Mini Modish Superior Room ;)

ok, 10 random photos, but i put them in design-stages arrangement la jgk, bg paham ckit.
haih, y are these photos mcm blurry2 ni? saje je nk sabotaj bg nmpk xcantik kn? haha.
ke, mmg x cantik pun cik TK! anwys, haf fun laughing bloggers :P

note: everyone in my studio will have to choose a corporate company for this semester's projects (eg: adidas, maybank, mini cooper, WWF, lego, timberland, levi's, apple, sendayu tinggi, nickelodeon, and etc). one company for each student. so basically, there would be more than 85 designs of galleries/hotels. the one that i posted is just, one random typical design. there a few more that might captivate ur eyes and surprise you, sbb lagi semart gilaaah. kalau dpt, i'll snap some photos on review day alrite? ;)

too little time

2009-10-28T00:39:00.009+08:00

its been a very very tough semester.
and i couldnt catch up on
the-gigantic-drawings-i'll-be-submitting-for-finalproject
that much.
i want to get in deans list again, like i did twice in a couple of previous semesters.
im trying and doing my very best to do well.
an answer of not signing into you lately, deary blog.
im sorry.
but heres a sneak peak of wut i'v done a little bit for finals so far :)
its a hotel, a MUNCHY'S corporate hotel, i named it MODISH,
to resemble cheerful yet stylish concept im applying to the designs.
and the building site is at Kellie's Castle, just like a hotel in horror movies.
hahah not! this should be a boutique hotel, SHOULD be. :P

do not whine, i know they look terrible.
especially when i simply snap those photos from my 'cikai' handphone. haha
i only had 10% of my normal sleep just to get them done on due time!
please tell me u like them :D:D:D

the sketched BITE ME restaurant.

compare them, the rendered restaurant :\

main lobby, red and blue? its the corporate colour of Munchy's former logo.

mini gymnasium, just a tiny viewed angle of the space.

an A0 size ground floor plan, this is just the ground floor,
there should be a 1st floor, 2nd floor and 3rd. just imagine!

wish me luck for my presentation this coming thursday 29th. i am going to impress my lecturers, not just on drawings and rendering skills but also by explaining everything in design language, till they drop! hahahha :P

a vacation to remember

2009-07-23T20:54:00.004+08:00

"a picture is a fact"

h1n1 break!

2009-07-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

ksian uitm perak. kne ttup.
sbb quarantine bdk2 yg dh ade symptom influenza A tu.
ya Allah, knpa la jd cmni. smpai 3 uitm dh kne tutup.
smua kt bhgian barat smnanjung m'sia.
herannye, uitm shah alam x pulak.
xpe la, nasib dorg flu tu x mrbak kt sne lg.

so skrg saya di rumah, tp mak pn dok quarantine sy.
sbb bdn sy mcm hangat2. x demam pun, x batuk xde flu x sakit tekak n x muntah pn.
slre mkn pun ok je. tp mak tetap paranoid ddukkn sy kt bilik asing.
sdih pun ade, tp xpe lbih baik elak drpd dh terkena kn? ;)
lina ckp, jgn paranoid sgt, nnt btol2 sakit.
so sy pun dh mula kurangkan rasa risau.
esok nk g klinik krjaan, check up. abg ajk skli sbb die pn nk bwt.
ok, at least ade teman :)

smlm balik putra dgn kakyam n buahati die.
lps buka dlm pkul 9 grak pulang.
tp sbb convoy ngn kwn2 dorg, jd lmbt ckit.
1st time naik krte balik dgn senior2 :P
huhuh senior n kwn lama, and skrg dh mcm jd kakak sy kt sane.
saaaayang kakyam ;) tenkieu sbb ksi teekay tumpang skli ;)

yg paling merisaukan sy ni,
PROJECT ID. dh la blom ukur site, blom present.
project pn blom start, nnt tangguh2, submission drawings pn dicepatkan.
nmpknye lebih struggle x tidur mlm lagi teruk la sem ni.
takutnyeee. dh la nxt sem dh kne g practical, klu result x bgus cane?
risaunyeeeee!

ms lecturer ktorg announce ade cuti,
sy la satu2nye org yg x gembira, smpai lecturer pn tnye knpe.
sy cume gelengkan pale je. sian lecturer kne bege. huhuh
sbb nape? sbb sy risaukan project nnt sy xdpt bg yg trbaik sem ni sbb ms smkin suntuk.
haih.
H1N1 ni btol2 menguji kesabaran sy. dh la family tgh paranoid psl flu tu,
abah pulak x sehat, tp naaaak jgk g surau tiap2 waktu smyg,
mak ckp xelok, nnt die sebarkan virus sakit die tu,
wlaupun dctor ckp die x infected with the virus,
tp still, die xsehat, selsema batuk die tu sng je bole mrebak kt org lain.
kn? jemaah kt rumah ngn ktorg kn boleh bah...hmm.

ok la, nk smyg isya' jap.
nnt sy smbung entry. tp kli ni gmba pulak yg kua.
tunguuuuuuu :D

a decade.

2009-06-17T13:55:00.003+08:00

i miss everyone.
especially, my bestfriend.
we havent talk and meet for almost a month now.
i swear, it felt like a decade.

lazy + busy

2009-06-17T13:47:00.004+08:00

those are two diff words with two diff meanings.
but as for now, and for the time being, itu lah yg trjadi pada aku cuti sem ni.

mls nk on9 sbb penat.
mls nk update blog sbb internet kdng2 slow.

busy ulang alik gi kedai kain tiap hari slme 3 hari brturut2 utk survey kain for my bro's wed dis september.
busy jagekn ank buah while they'r having schl hols (smart reader kids cuti jgk ok! nanny dorg pn nk cuti sbb ank2 cuti skola, nk blk kg katenye)
busy kne g taylor antar kain and ukur itu ini.
busy kms rumah blk sbb ade internal renovation ckit aritu.
busy cooking, cleaning, fetching up syaf, sending maa to her classes and picking up those kids petang2.
busy basuhkan and sidaikan baju smua org dlm rumah ni.

nnt teekay update lg.
gmba2 pulak.
promise! ;)

saya bran :P

2009-05-27T21:10:00.003+08:00

walaupun ni first time aku bwt, aku rs dh ckup laju dh aku type ni. mcm nk terberak je. tp dpt ckit. ni yg nk speed up blk ni! haha

65 perkataan

Speedtest

utk menyesuaikan dgn baju pd hari itu :D

2009-05-27T20:13:00.005+08:00

i went to my ortho dentist at the Time Square yesterday with 'darling bosyuk'.
i was in the White Smile -Dental & Braces at the 7th floor around 3.30 and the dentist (as usual) greeted me with a "hello, how r u, hows ur teeth?" followed by a generous smile. and i said "im great, and my teeth are doing great too, i guess hehe" and he asked me to lay down on the dental chair *eh btol ke dental chair ni ? haha*.

i saw an Invisible Braces book he was holding and i instantly asked "invisible braces? looks kewl. issit new?" and he replied "yea it is, it had actually run for some time but i'v been introducing it to other ortho patients just a few months ago". "if its located at da back of the teeth, dont they bother the tongue?". "no, not really, its been created to be very comfortable to use even if the tongue directly touches it all the time". "hoo, dat must be very expensive. huu". "owh.. slightly expensive than yours ofcourse since it wont be seen like a normal braces. besides, the treatment doesnt really take that long you know". and i smiled.

so my treatment started 10 minutes after that and it took him 20minutes to check my progressions and glued back 2 of my anchor braces that'd loosen out with the super glue simen. and do this and that. afterwrds, i chose hot pink and purple rubber bn for this treatment. and heres the result!

he said its a brilliant pick. he liked it and remind his assistant
to order more on these colours. haha

the dentist also said that there'll just be two more sessions with him and i'll be taking off my braces before the end of this yr. woot, cant wait to see the final result of this super thing on my teeth :P

kantoi

2009-05-22T21:15:00.004+08:00

ok. that isnt me. its the song.
by zee avi, a one talented singer whos from my point of view, has a very cute and classy voice. and the way she sang, in each and every of her songs, very heart pounding!

i liked this one bcs, i dnt know, i just like it. its funny n kewl :D
and the lyrics are quite catchy. haha

heres more abt her. if i like her, y shudnt you? ;)

for both Khaliff and Khallif <3

2009-05-19T22:54:00.016+08:00

9.30 am - Marhaban and for the ladies.
11.30 am- Doa Kesyukuran & Selamat, for the gents and relatives.

The 'Akikah' was held for both of the newborn baby boys,
grandchildren of Hj Saleh and Hjh Baiyah.
Along and AbgLong's 4th baby -Aiman Khallif
(with a double L of which in Arabic letters are describes as 'sabdu' above the 'lam') was born a week after Boi and Kak Ct's 1st baby.
They happens to have the same name but only after Khaliff Yusuff
(Boi's son) was born, Along came to know about it and she pondered
that it was too late to come up with a new name.
So both of them carry the same name
which sounded pretty handsome to me ;)

Unfortunately that day, Along and Aiman couldnt make it to the ceremony
as Aiman had to stay at the hospital (since a week ago) for having
an infection of a rare virus in his body.
Poor little Aiman,hes only 2mnths old n yet had to face such trrible ailment.
Lets all pray for Aiman to get well and come home soon.
We all miss you very much little guy!
(by the time im writing, Aiman is still in the SJMC's icu but Along had just
called said she can now breastfeed Aiman and hes reacting pretty well
to the meds they gave him)

And here some shots that i'd like to share with u guys on the ceremony.

a group of aunties :D

mineral water provided.

the leader of the 'Marhaban'

laughing?

actually, the photo purpose was the background

goody bags and bunga telur. at the porch.

abah, waiting at the gazebo.

kids outside.

MaTeyh and Alya.

all done!

the caterer, location - front pergola.

thirsty. duduk jap ^_^

chit chatting. we turned the house porch to a leisure area.

my dearest cousin -mirs. my 2nd sis -angah. my aunty, mirs mother.
and si kecil zaraa.

marhaban habis. mom's friends.

does your 60 y/o mother look this young? ;)

Hanna, look at the cam! MaShue and Alesya Hanna.

Along's 1st and 3rd child.

Hannaaa, shenyum laa ^_^

aaaaand, my turn. yee haww!

after the Marhaban. there wasnt enough space at the tent,
luckily we managed a few seats at the gazebo.

see they got the fishpond and waterfall view yg xbrpe nk cantik tu. ngeehee.

ade mcm garden wedding x?
haha it was quite sempit for more than 35 ppl though.

frontier view. see the lady in pink-kurung? dats angah, haha :D

im afraid of cats (only the idea of it jumping on me
or running towards my legs and so on)
but i found dis one really cute. i guess shes my neighbour's cat. yes, she ^_^

haawh how cute is dat?
Khaliff Yusuff and his mother. he'd fallen deeply asleep :)

Boi and Kak Ct, the couple in purple.

shing shing. haha

the family caterer. ever since we moved to Putrajaya.
along's wed, angah's wed, boi's wed and all the fam events.
ohh and soon to come, fudeyn's wed dis sept :)

desertssss.

abah's turn on the guests. hehe
this was taken after doa kesyukuran.

i see GOOOOOOD people :D:D

been here, done that. haha poyos.

Fateema Azzahara. angah's 2nd angel.

aha. gmba hanna byk sbb bkn sng nk pgg bdk ni.
shes afraid of strangers. even her aunties.
and FINALLY shes laughing! yeaaayyh ^_^

PakLang tried to tie Aiesyah Hannani's hair, ended up senget.
i eventually fixed it.

surrounded by relatives.
and habeesss.

haha angah didnt gt the chance to have this kind of picture yet.
sorry ngah, alya took it and fotunately cantik.
huhu i was on my way fecthing my aunt from her friend's house.

and the photographers are ;
Teekay and Alya Humaira
she always accompanies me when shes around.

and i treat myself with a cousinly love edited-photo ^_^

byknye gmba!
ohwell, lets hope i cn post a couple of Aiman's photos yg dh sihat,later :D

Mother's Day dont matter?

2009-05-11T01:42:00.006+08:00

9.30 am. i walked down the stairs after being awaken by the pemotong rumput machine (serious xtwu nme omputih die. huhu) searching for maa.

me : maa, maaa..

after a while she answered from the kitchen.

maa : haa. nape?
me : happy mothers day maa *hugging her and threw a couple of kisses
on both cheeks*.
maa : mmm. thank u. *smiling enormously and kissed me back*
me : xnk celebrate mkn cupcakes ke? ajk la along skli.
maa : along sebok arini, aiman demam pns. nnt la tkah, arini kte kne
clearkan garden tu. esok2 dh xsmpt kang. busy nk buat goodybags
tu smua. kamu kne tlg along hiaskn buaian aiman nnt kn?
*she reaches 2 gloves and pick up a small knife*
me : mm. tu ari jumaat nnt. then, when r we going to eat da cupcakes?
maa : mkn je la dlu. u dont need to wait for me. alaa, mothers day je pn.
me : ala, but its ur present. maa la kne mkn dlu, alaa after lunch kte mkn
sme2 k ngn smua org?
maa : haa, ckp psl lunch, kamu msk again k today, mak nk bwt kje kt lua ngn abah.
udang sambal ngn sayur pape je kamu nk msk k?
me : mmm. k. *shes already at the front door wearing my worn out flipflops*

1.30 pm. i'd just finished clearing the wet kitchen and climbed up the stairs where i met maa tgh tarik towel kt bilik die.

me : dh siap msk, smyg jap. adek blik ptg eh maa?
maa : kol 2 japg smpai la tu.
me : k.

2.00 pm. there were only me, angah, aiesya n zara arnd the dining table. i already took out the cupcake box from the fridge and turned on the lights at the dining table.

angah: celebrate ke?
me : tah, maa td mcm xksaaah je. *smbil bwt straight face*
angah: ye la, abah pn x blk dr surau lg, fuden kua. adek mne, blom blk eh?
me : blom, jpg kot. maa, jom mkn!

maa pn turun after a few minutes and answered,

maa : la mkn je la dlu. tkah pas mkn vacumkan atas bole?
me : x celebrate?
maa : ala, xya laa byk kje tkah..kmu amk gmba cupcakes tu dh la, kire clbrate la tu.
me : hmm. *trus naik amk camera, turun blk, snap some cupcakes shots n naik blk*

me : spe nk mkn cupcakes tu dlu, mknla, xya tgu tkah.*still at the stairs, running*

aiesya n zara ckp ckp "aiesya naaak mkn cake" , " jhaghaa nak dhughak mama" and probably angah amikkan kot la? cos after that the house seemed to be soooo quite. not the kind of day i'd expcted it to be. huu.

i werent abt to vacum yet, i was dissapointed. so i typed down "www.blogspot.com" and made the blog below ;). i didnt want to talk abt the dissapointmnt. not just yet. who knows things'll change afterwards?

oh i just realized how late it was, i havnt had my lunch and vacum atas. shortly after i signed out to everything i had signed in, i turn on the vacum and start vacuming each room and the family hall.

5.30 after asar bru i went downstairs and get my late-lunch. mkn smbil tgk tv, sbb bosan tahap max (Angah n ank2 g rmh abg.boi tgk khaliff n kak ct. Mak continued her job outside, die nk jgk settle kn bunge2 die today while abg.fuden cuci kolam. Syaf plak tdo kepenatan g tuition kt kasturi pg td)

penat crte. today ended up being a typical day. family ktorg bkn slalu clbrate pn bnde2 cmni, unless its someone's birthday. really! then theres this inner monologue telling me that its no biggy. no one cares so y shud i? so, i just get over wut happen today.

heres some shots of the cupcakes, to soothe my feelings and to share with u guys on mothers day. im still glad, at least i still got to hug and kiss her eventhough she seems not to really care abt today and abt how excited i was to clbrate with the family.

Lastly, i would like to wish each and every mother in the world, Happy Mother's Day and may u always have the strength to never give up on ur resposibilities as a mother.

Maa, i love u so much. Nothing, yes nothing, could ever change that. U'll always be the queen of my heart. Thank u for everything maa!

a noob chef in the kitchen

2009-05-10T14:22:00.006+08:00

apparently, when im home for semester break, i'd never had da chance to seek a part-time job to make some 'future' savings.
there'd be gazillion of reasons y i should stay at home and blablabla.
they do not encourage me to get job experiences, but instead, locking me in and turned me into a high-class maid. ceceyh high-class konon, padehal maid2 org laen gaji agk lumayan je nk bndingkn dgn saya yg x brgaji. ok, this shouldnt be a complaint, bcos i dont wanna complain. ikhlas is suppose to be an important key to our responsibility rite? and now my responsible is as a daughter that had always been the one yg bwt ape yg disuruh even if i always tangguh. hehe. its also about giving and taking. maa n abah had given me so much of what i needed after getting into university so i guess i should do the same thing to. By helping, bcause thats most likely to be the only thing i can do to 'give' them back what they gave :)

fyi, i'v been replacing maa's place in the kitchen since a couple of weeks ago. tiring ofcrse, but from that i learnt how difficult it is to do so many job in one time or one day. and i did as perfectly as maa did. serious x tipu, klu die slalu bersihkan the cooking area using a certain detergent, i would do the exact same thing. and klu die lap lantai everytime after cooking and makan and cuci pinggan, i'd be doing the same thing as well.

so the other jobs are :
cooking, cleaning the kitchen after cooking, washing dishes, vacum the whole house selang sehari and mopping once everyweek, basuhkan bju org2 kt rumah ni and ofcrse had to sidaikan jgk, lipat or hang those clothes yg dh kering (bcause i hate it when baju2 melimpah dr bakul at the family hall which happens to be infront of my room!), fecthing my sis from school, sending maa to her agama classes, buying groceries (pasar), cabut rumput liar (abah la ni, ohh and sumtimes kne lap krte sbb dh gune krte tu. heh).

i seldomly have the time for my own and hangout with friends yg dh lme xjmpe :(
kwn2 laen best je dpt kua2 n lepak2. poor them, i always didnt get the chance to join.

well, bottomline is, i'd rather be in the kitchen than had to be sweating outside the house doing the gardening thingy. dan saya sedang mengasah lg skill memasak saya so that bile kawen nnt, suami sayang lebih and family sehat sbb xperlu mkn kt lua or mkn fast food for most of their meals. ngee ;)
suprisingly my siblings confessed that my cookings are pretty impressive lately and always menyelerakan. huhuh terbangge ckit :P
thats why today's tittle blog is abt the noob chef ^_^

basically, a designer must know how to cook, a woman designer! hahaa

browsing design

2009-05-08T15:27:00.005+08:00

The more that a person brings to design, the better his or her ability to communicate.
-Michael Vanderbyl

Design is more about observing the world around you, then about personal creativity.
-Cam Shaw

and last but not least,

Architecture is really about well-being. I think that people want to feel good in a space... On the one hand it’s about shelter, but it’s also about pleasure. The intention is to really carve out of a city civic spaces and the more it is accessible to a much larger mass in public and it’s about people enjoying that space. That makes life that much better. If you think about housing, education, whether schools and hospitals, these are all very interesting projects because in the way you interpret this special experience.
-Zaha Hadid, Architect

heres where i found these useful quotes :)

blog owner

2009-05-08T05:16:00.013+08:00

hello again :)

Teekay Saleh is pretty much a commercial name for Noor 'Atiqah Binti Saleh regarding a lot of ppl in Malaysia everywhere i go having the same name as i am.
I had turned 20 dis year a couple of weeks ago, on the 23rd April which explains y i love number 23 so much :D
I have 2 married elder sisters, 1 married brother --the other one is a soon-to-be-groom, and a younger sister which makes me the 2nd last child of the family.

My parents are government servant retirees and they decided to continue living in Putrajaya for the rest of their lives, perhaps (my former house was near the Putrajaya Clubhouse, Precinct 8 which was government-quarters and shifted to our own house in Precinct 9, 3yrs ago) . I'v been living in this city for almost 7 years since after i finish primary school and started going for high school here when the only primary and high schools that existed at that time were the ones near my house. But now, there are already, what, 6 high schools and 8 primary schools that i dont even know their exact names? huhu.
Putrajaya is a more comfortable and quiet city rather than KL or JB. I can still breathe in fresh air and jog around in the evening without any insecure feeling.
Bsides, what maters for my family is living peacefully in a small city full of flowers and green plants that has mostly our necessities for living (the infrastructure and so on). ohh have i not tell u, theres no heavy criminals/traffic jams and there are lights everywhere at night. Safety first!
Putrajaya is just arnd half an hour away from KL anyway so i have no problem mingling arnd with friends if we needed to go somewhere else. But apparently, my city is not the kind of place to have fun shopping or hanging out. From my point of view, its quite suitable for a recreational spot, i guess? Frankly, i really love it here. I found supportive bestfriends and a 'special one' that had been helping me through a lot of things and bring a joy of happiness in my life.

ok, back to family and life. My elder siblings are now working at both private and government sectors whom have inculcated me to be a successful women someday soon ;)

Owh, have i told u that i'd encountered various of failure in life?
Perhaps all of u should know that back in school, im not a straight As student nor am i one of the school's best students. But i flaunt myself in sports and that worked well. Im actually good at it and i had been awarded the school's best sportswoman 3 times in a row. I was proud of it, but not as much as my dad were. For an instance, hes always comparing me with my friends who performed better and my cousin who did well. And somehow he'd be bragging abt me not studying while i actually did. Theres this on time he said if i get more than 6As for SPM trials, i can have my braces onn after SPM, which i ended up getting exactly 6As but he was sort of insulting my other subjects that i failed (chemistry and addmaths) and decided not to pay my orthodntist treatment. Thats totally unfair! But after my mom talked abt it with him quite a lot of times, here i am wearing braces, yeay. Fyi, mydad is not that kind of father who can easily give what his children wants. Even when i told him i need running shoes(spikes) was like buying me a tv, for him. He always underestimating me even when there were developments on my studies from time to time and i pretty much cried abt it when i couldnt stand the feeling of rejections. Futhermore, there goes my 2nd elder sister whom always backing my father up and keep on underestimating me each time i told her abt what good things happen at school(abt my subjects ofcrse), like i am the blacksheep of the family when the tittle was supposed to be her's (heheh i actually said that didnt i huh?). Some are born genius and some had to struggle to strive in studies. Basically, im in the one who needs struggling. Deal with it!

I only had 3As for UPSR, 5As for PMR and what even worse was, i got As for only half of the SPM papers i took. What an embarrassment for the family!
So i put on my highest spirit to make my family proud of me again. U are never too late to start over. So i start from applying for the one and only university in mind that wouldnt need a lot of money to start with ; Mara University of Technology or better known as UiTM.

UiTM is an institution of higher education that is under the management of Malaysian government (correct me if im wrong. hehe). They subsidize food, fees and hostels for the students there. Which is y i choose this university at the first place. hehe.
Im very grateful to have the opportunity to join UiTM bcause the course that im studying requires tons n tons of money for assignments and projects.

Speaking of, i already mentioned the course in my earlier post and its very challenging. Time is gold and money flows out like water! But somehow i managed to make it through at my early semesters there.
ohh btw, i have to travel more than 3hours to reach UiTM by bus and that was the reason y im not home that much unless its semester break (at this moment). ohh tell u what, my dad are now slowly feeling proud of me when he sees gigantic achievements while im at the university. hehe mission two, accomplished! Even when hes not saying it, i just knew it, especially the part when he didnt hesitate no more to bank in pocket money more than i expected each time i needed it :)

Let me jot down a little bit of my achievements in those difficult semesters i've been through:
1st sem's result : 3.63 (dl)
2nd sem's result : 3.69 (dl --awwh ckit lg nk dpt 3.7!)
3rd sem's result : currently waiting.

Im looking forward to maintain my dls and go for degree, abroad! But im still contemplating abt what i'll be taking for degree after i graduated diploma.
I'll be going for a full practical in semester 5 (3rd year) and finish diploma in another one and a half year. Dalam ms setaun stgah ni pn nk temuntah muntah bwt projects and re-do drawings, lg kn la lg satu tgah taun nnt? I'd probably have more lines under my eyes/forehead as well as the so-not-attractive eyebags that might not fade away by the cause of lack of sleep, staying up or not having good sleep and doing autocad or 3d max non stop infront of the laptop. haha.

Frankly speaking, if doing drawings and designing things arent your cup of coffee, just forget abt taking Interior Architecture (used to be Interior Design -changed bcause a lot of people misinterpret ID as decorators which we'r actually MORE than that bcause we learn building construction and we can also do buildings- and we still call ouselves as ID students for instance). U might just waste ur money and u end up being insane. haha, no, seriously. I have a group of seniors that gave up at the last minute of submitting their last piece of design just bcause they couldnt stand the pain no more. And there are also a bunch of ID students who had to repeat their 'design' in the next sem, u'll waste one semester for failing one design or the other subjects, its tiring! ok, I'll brief on the subjects later alrite?

Well dats sorta little bit of who i am, ID and bla bla bla. feel free to ask if u wish to know more ;)

breaking the ice

2009-05-08T03:06:00.000+08:00

hello bloggers.

i am new and definitely clueless in this world of blogging.

a very dear friend of mine had encouraged me to produce my own blog.
not just for the sake of fun writting,
but also for the others to follow up on my design course
im studying at UiTM, Sri Iskandar, Perak
-or to be in precise ; Interior Architecture.

i'll update on who i am in the next post ;)
thank u for coming in!